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no point. [Monday April 11th, 2011 2:48pm] there isn't a point to many things. going to permanently relocate to puay's.tumble.com. CMNT

... [Tuesday April 5th, 2011 2:55pm] what the heck are you doing with your life puay? CMNT

weary. [Monday April 4th, 2011 3:16am] i'm getting tired. i need rest. CMNT

the death of a friendship. [Tuesday March 29th, 2011 3:31pm] sometimes, your friends outgrow you, or you outgrow your friends. sometimes, you just get tired of one another, or drift apart, due to space and time. sometimes, you just forget, and before you know it, you're forgotten. sometimes, it's an arguement, that will always seem petty in hindsight. sometimes, it's not that you wanted it to die, but that it was already dying from the start. sometimes, you need to know to let go, because something just as beautiful, will eventually take its place. sometimes, death, can also bring you life. CMNT

the difference. [Monday March 21st, 2011 5:11am] when you talk to people about your troubles, there are those that make you feel better, and those that make you feel worse. CMNT

there's always time. [Thursday March 17th, 2011 3:07am] we are but a people bombarded with events, but i think if you want to, if you really really want to, you can always find time. no, perhaps it is more apt to say: you should make the time. because sometimes, that's all people want from you. CMNT

it's okay to cry. [Tuesday March 15th, 2011 5:29am] when you've given your all, your time, your sleep, your love, your understanding, your comprehension... when you've done all that you can, to fix things, to break yourself, to move on, to let go... when you've prayed to God to take away things from you because it's more than you can bear, yet He remains silent and watchful over your every word, your every action, your every motivation... when all you want to do is to mend, but you keep getting broken again and again... you know what? it's okay to cry. it's okay. it's really okay. CMNT

self-awareness. [Monday October 25th, 2010 3:06am] this year has been a trying one, and it's not even ending yet. i realise... that i'm not as adaptable as i would like to be, and that i'm terrible at getting over hurt and pain. that i don't trust as freely as i wish i could, and that i seem to learn things in the hardest way possible. that i always say things that i later regret, but know that i can never take it back. that i should treasure the people in my life, and show them that they are important to me. that sometimes, i should just let things be. that there are times when i shouldn't ask my questions, and that i don't always need to know the answers. oh yes, i'm changing, and thank god for that. CMNT

little pleasures. [Sunday October 24th, 2010 1:53am] i miss sleeping in, and waking up at whatever time i want. CMNT

things & thoughts. [Saturday October 9th, 2010 12:52am] you can imagine, you can dream, you can make it more than what it seems. you can love, you can cry, you can drive off with a sigh, but nothing can and nothing shall change another's heart until it itself says that it will. CMNT

celebrations. [Sunday October 3rd, 2010 2:20am] a wedding in the morning, a friend's 21st till late at night. so many joyous occasions to delight in, wouldn't one think? CMNT

oh dear. [Thursday September 30th, 2010 5:22pm] my lj died again. CMNT

blessed. [Sunday September 5th, 2010 1:07am] [ mood | sleepy ] took a bus ride home with a girl whom i've never really spoken all that much to before, and by the end of it, i felt so blessed to have her share what she did. it just reaffirms my belief that behind every face, every life, there's a story. no one is who they are now 'just because'. there is a cause, a choice that they made that has made them into who they are now. though you'll probably never see this, but thank you for sharing with me tonight. :) CMNT

new laptop. [Sunday August 22nd, 2010 3:00pm] [ mood | sad ] i really need to get a new laptop. the current one is laggy, there's a couple of keys that are superbly sticky, and goodness knows how many errors and bugs it's harbouring. but maybe i'm just a tad reluctant to change to a new one because of the memories stored on this one. what a sap i am. some of my memories don't even care about remembering me anymore. :( ok puay, it's time to get a new laptop! CMNT

i remember you. [Friday July 30th, 2010 7:11pm] [ mood | calm ] isn't it funny how certain things remind us of certain people? like how hello kitty brings zyann to mind, dragonflies remind me of veron, dark but girly stuff are related to lays, good food makes me want to throw them at walmond, pretty and unique rings are a must for geri, coral coloured clothes are so ash, giraffes make me think of jason, i think that owls look like gwen, funky pants seem to have yiyou's name on them, anything with tigger is eevoon's dream, and working with excel pulls yk out of his box. after some time, it becomes an unconscious association... which is why it's so hard to put a stop to, consciously. :) 1 comment|CMNT

It's almost 12midnight [Sunday July 25th, 2010 12:03am] [ mood | hopeful ] So I've decided to give this blog a go again. So many things have happened this year. So many things have changed. So many consequences that must be dealt with. So many days have gone by, and I'm learning to let go of the past. So many words said and unsaid. So many thoughts to be pushed aside. So many lessons to learn. This year is only half-gone. The cup is half-full yet. CMNT

died. [Sunday February 14th, 2010 3:50pm] i declare this blog dead. my tumblr is still alive though. :D 1 comment|CMNT

a new year post. [Wednesday January 6th, 2010 11:31pm] [ mood | drained ] it's a bit late to usher in 2010 now is it now? barely a week into the new year, yet it has already shown itself to be eventful. :) 1 comment|CMNT

verbal. [Thursday November 26th, 2009 1:18am] a⋅mel⋅io⋅rate   /əˈmilyəˌreɪt, əˈmiliə-/ –verb (used with object), verb (used without object), -rat⋅ed, -rat⋅ing. to make or become better, more bearable, or more satisfactory; improve; meliorate. con⋅tro⋅vert  /ˈkɒntrəˌvɜrt, ˌkɒntrəˈvɜrt/ –verb (used with object) 1. to argue against; dispute; deny; oppose. 2. to argue about; debate; discuss. my vocab isn't good enough. :| the verbal section of the GREs makes one wonder if english is indeed their first language. CMNT

. [Sunday November 22nd, 2009 11:46pm] its like scrambled eggs, plain. CMNT

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